February 03, 2006
I feel so retarded.
Like some primary school kid
who doesn't want to go to school.
For at least 5times per trip
to school on the MRT
for this two days my eyes
has been holding back tears
from falling.
Reached school early but I waited
for Jy so we could enter class
together.
I feel bad for dragging her into
this and she feels bad for making
me go to class late.
But we heard the most fabulous
news ever.. except the other
half.
Two days of sitting at the back of
the class, with heads blocking
my view, avoiding others, packing up
before the teachers end and
dashing out of class after the class
ends has made me more insane.
Failing to sign attendance
because we refuse to go through the
front door just results in me
not getting full attendance.
I want to see Chingay.
I don't have the mood.
I want to go ice skating.
But I'm tired.
I want to go for a stroll.
The sun's too hot.
I want to cycle.
But the bicycle's tyres are flat.
I want to do alot of things
but there's always something
preventing me from doing so.
Oh well.
Just my luck.
-nIx- @ [[6:52 PM]]
I feel so retarded.
Like some primary school kid
who doesn't want to go to school.
For at least 5times per trip
to school on the MRT
for this two days my eyes
has been holding back tears
from falling.
Reached school early but I waited
for Jy so we could enter class
together.
I feel bad for dragging her into
this and she feels bad for making
me go to class late.
But we heard the most fabulous
news ever.. except the other
half.
Two days of sitting at the back of
the class, with heads blocking
my view, avoiding others, packing up
before the teachers end and
dashing out of class after the class
ends has made me more insane.
Failing to sign attendance
because we refuse to go through the
front door just results in me
not getting full attendance.
I want to see Chingay.
I don't have the mood.
I want to go ice skating.
But I'm tired.
I want to go for a stroll.
The sun's too hot.
I want to cycle.
But the bicycle's tyres are flat.
I want to do alot of things
but there's always something
preventing me from doing so.
Oh well.
Just my luck.
-nIx- @ [[6:52 PM]]
